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after i had change shool i only feel that i only have limited friends. when i at sri sempurna i knew not reali many friends, and now i came here and also knew not many friends. so when holiday and when i need someone to talk to i also dunnoe wanna find who because i feel that our friendship is become more rare. and after awhile i dunnoe wanna talk abt wad with them. and i dun reali feel save with the friends here mayb they just can give me happy only but then i after school i'll become the normal ppl. :Dsometimes i also hope that i can faster find the other half, cause i can talk to him whenever i am. even thouhg happy, sad, lonely also ppl teman me. when i lonely i also dunnoe wanna find who because if i go find caryn they all i scared that they'll feel that i very fan. always also find them. haih. AND NOW, i wanna study hard cause i wanna study at TAYLOR COLLEGE . i wanna get schoolarship to study there. i dunoe whether i should get into tourism ant. because after i saw LOVE IS ALL AROUND d movie the xiao yue is a tourism she went all around the world if she tell the manager that she wanna take tour to other country than can d. now i got litter bit that wanna work as this ady. anyways, mayb i work as hotel manager also kinda okay right? mayb i'll change my mine to work as other? sometimes when class no teacher, i also very boring d because of them have their own friens then i just walk around and day dreaming only. haih :( wad should i do when teacher's not here? last time whn i haven change school teacher not here i also got friens to talk to, no need like now no one to talk to. study here i eveyday also the same. study there everyday also got something new can play with my buddies.. but then now i also dunnoe how? sometimes think that everything ady happen no need to think so much. but then sometimes i reali very sad and regretness.. how come my life like this d? i f i can go back there study izzit a good thing or bad thing? if i go back there then mayb they wil say me change here and there.. anyways, everything just commit to LORD let him help me do dicision..
'piklingg.