the day before these few days and cny i was kinda happy. because i think i can buy a new fon. when my father say that sunday going the mines, there got many cheaper fon but then at night have to ask my mother's permission. i was very happy that time cause i feel that i really can get a new fon and because of this my new year become very happy. but then at the morning when we go have some breakfast and lunch at then resorts that time, the stupid sis go ask my mother whether i can buy new fon ant. she says that have to wait till finish my piano exam first. that time i really very sad and disappointed. i really hope that the time she's just kidding but then other side i think that mayb its'll be true d. all th while i just think abt this. when reach the mines my father also never say wanna go see the fon, that time i really very fair up and disappointed. i think that why everythime wad i wan i also cant get it d? why must like this? since fomr 3 i ready wanna buy a fon. that time say after my pmr than i wanna go get a new fon, but then at last also not gonna happen then i say i wanna get it before the sports day than also nope. but then got one day i say i wanna a fon then they give me the fon that my father last time use d. its so long time ago and all the funtion also not good dy and sommore its cant listen song and everything also not good. when i go out with my friens i also no take it out before. its so ugly and no used. and now i finally got brave to tell them that i wanna buy a fon. my father everything is ok. but then mayb got some money problem but then i think that finish cny i'll pay back him even tho the money is he earn but then its also i so hardfull keep the money d. if i give him then i'll not feel that very bad to him. but then i dunnoe why mother dun let me buy it? i really wan it? when i know that i wont get the fon anymore, but then i still very stupid and childish think that mayb they'll give me surprise before cny. other way i also know that they wont do all this stupid kind of this. this time i also try to write letter to my mother so that she'll let me buy it? but then at last she also wont let it, still wanna say if i get good result in my piano then can get it. if i wanna wait till so long i also wont say that i wanna buy it now and before cny la. why everytime wad i wan also can t get it? i really hope that it'll got some surprise for me. if they not gonna buy it, i'll buy it after cny myself. i wont ask for permission anymore. i really very fairup with them dy. i dunnoe what to say it here. i really very sad and disappointed.

write again when i know wanna write wad.
'till then.